howie’s halfpipe

well chris, jem, ryan and I went to free for all tonight, Chris and i where the opeing enseinble and we where called ‘the casio boys’

\i have to say that we where so so so bad, i couldnt belive how badle we played together tonight, it was horrible and i think everyone listening felt the same, it was quite upsetting casue normally we sound pretty good together but this was terrible, i think it had something to do with us trying to keep up this act that we where brittish and we where a britt rock band, it just didnt work at all, we played for a bout 45 mins and i reckon maybe 5 good minuites came out of it, it was quite depressing and it put a bit of a dampner on the rest of my evening, i felt like i had let everyone down, i hadnt it just felt that way.

Later in the eveing when it was the actuall free for all when chris and my names got called out we played mch better and when i played with other people it sounded good, it was just the hype that we had built up around ourselves crashed and burned!

I sang for the first time ever in public tonight aswell just to make my night even more tense, it was very scary i dont know why i did it i just sort of started singing, and it just so happened to be hirs who got called out with me so he played piano and i sung……it was a strange feeling and i was listening to my voice thinking it sounded so bad but i found the strength to keep going and once it was finnishes i was very proud of myslef, ryan thinks i should get voice training, i was thinking about it in the car on the way home that i would love to be able to sing.

so the night started off really bad but i left on a bit of a rush……