It funny how you look forward to sleep so much and yet when you do sleep and then wake up, the sleep was never as fulfilling as you expected it to be and you still feel tired.
It could have something to do with the fact that my body is absolutely dead. And that the only was a sleep is going to be satisfying is if that sleep is at least 68 hours long.
I think it may be time to face up to myself and just declare that I’m always tired, no sleep or rest will improve my tiredness. The damage has been done there is no way of fixing it. I’m stuck this tired for the rest of my life. You see not a day goes by where I don’t feel tired. And then what do I do, just to rub sail into my own wounds I go on a trip like the uluru pilgrimage where there was about 4 hours sleep each night. Isnt that helpful?
It would be nice to take annual leave from living and just hibernate for 6 months. You know like the bears do. I just go out into the bush and eat lots of sticks and leaves to form a but plug, then go and have a sleep for 6 months. Maybe if I did that I wouldn’t feel tired and I could do it every few years. Recharge my batteries.
I think people are going to have to persuade me to go to bed instead of doing fun stuff. If there is a choice between going on a silly late night adventure or going to bed. Even though I’m damn tired I’m a sicker for a spontaneous adventure.
*yawn*