Well i just sent an email to the Adoption department in Scotland to ask how i can go about tracking down my birth mother.
who knows if i will go through with actually trying to find her, i seem to go in waves sometimes i think it would be a good thing to do, and then other times it doesnt seem like a good idea.
I have been thinking about it for several years now.
anyway.

I know! you could make a documentary. Howie, looking for his mother. That would solve your below problem.
i did actually think about making it a documentary especially if i go to scotland to meet her.