howie’s halfpipe

its wedding day (only just).

I just finnished packing my stuff for going away. tom came and celebrated my last night as a single man with me, we ate microwave meals and watched the chaser.

then my mummy irned all the shirts for us boys for tomorrow, thanks mum.

how am i feeling?

good question! i feel very strange, its all so weird. jenny and i put the n finishing touches on the church a few hours ago and it was a very weird sensation thuinking that the next time we see each other will be at our wedding.

its not scary people keep asking if we are scared, i dont really understand why i would be scared, its not like what if she says no oh no i’m scared. becasue we are getting married becasue we both want to say yes to each other so its not scary just weaird and sureal.

we sat in the car outside my house and prayed together, it was a good time, we both really want our marrige to honour God and we dont just wan to commit to each other but we want to commit to god and make him part of relationship, the focus of us coming together.

in terms of physical feelings i feel a bit nausious, but we all know thats not unusual.

i really should go to bed, i hope i can sleep.

the wedding of fun is aproaching……….